Withdrawal from Speaking at PHPCE 2019

I’m always nervous when I speak at a conference or in front of a user group; but I also enjoy sharing my passion and excitement for things that I’ve learned, or new tools that I’ve discovered. That makes it particularly difficult for me to withdraw from a conference where I’ve already committed to speak, not giving just one talk, but two. But sometimes it is necessary to stand by my beliefs, despite the fact that it causes disruption to the conference organisers when they’ve already announced the schedule, and means that I can’t share my passion for coding with the attendees at that conference.

That’s the position that I found myself in barely a week ago.

Dresden is a lovely city that I last visited a year ago, so I was very pleased when I was accepted to speak at the PHPCE 2019 Conference there in October. I was more concerned though when I looked at the line-up of other speakers. There were a number of talks that I would enjoy listening too: some speakers that it would be good to see again, others that I follow on Twitter, but haven’t yet had an opportunity to meet before, and some I didn’t know at all… but the line-up was exclusively male. While I recognise that the balance of developers in our industry is still predominantly male, it’s very unusual that every single one of the 32 speakers for the conference was male.

I wasn’t the only person that had noticed either: a couple of the other speakers had as well, and we raised this concern with the conference organisers. Larry Garfield has already discussed this in a blog post explaining his reasons for withdrawal. After a further exchange of emails, and a few days later, I’ve come to the same conclusion; that I cannot accept the situation, and so I have also chosen to withdraw from the conference.

It wasn’t an easy decision to make, because I do enjoy sharing my coding passion; but having advocated for diversity at PHP developer conferences for the last several years, I have to follow my beliefs that diversity should be a cornerstone of the PHP developer community. Diversity matters more to me than speaking.


In portraying a wholly male speaker line-up, the organisers indicate that this conference is for men, even if that was not their intent. Many potential attendees, particularly those from minority groups, will look at that line-up and conclude that the conference is not for them. They aren’t just looking at the talk content; they are looking for role models, people like them, people to inspire them… and they don’t see that in a male-dominated line-up. And any technical conference such as PHPCE is much more than simply a sharing of technical ideas. It is an event for socialising, and for networking. And those potential ticket-buying attendees from minority groups will be dissuaded from buying tickets if they believe that the event is simply a gathering of men.

The reason given was that only one woman submitted a proposal from over 250 submissions. One reason for that could be that the line-up last year was almost all male as well, just one woman out of 39 speakers. That’s only 2.5%. Again, many potential women speakers will look at the previous year’s line-up and see just 1 out of 39, and conclude that it is a predominantly male conference, and not worth their time to submit. That will become even harder next year, when potential speakers look back at this year and see no women at all. There are some truly excellent and respected women speakers who can give talks on security, databases, front-end and back-end technologies, PHP, internals, development tools, privacy, etc and whose contribution would have enhanced the conference. If they aren’t submitting, then there is probably an underlying reason why they will not do so, a problem that needs to be addressed.

I’ve been involved in conference organisation myself, in speaker selection; and I know it isn’t easy making a selection that reflects the diversity that we have within the PHP development community: but we also have a duty as organisers to find that balance which reflects all groups within the industry, so that everybody feels they are among their peers when they attend, so that everybody attending can picture themselves on that stage next year. If we fail to do so, then we’re failing to inspire the next generation of developers and of speakers. And if that means outreach, and directly inviting individuals to speak, or at least to submit proposals, then that is what we should be doing; not simply relying on an open call for proposals to find that balance for us.

Following on from Larry’s withdrawal I had a further email exchange with the organisers, during which they offered to accept that one additional proposal that they had received from a woman. It’s somebody that I know, that I have heard speak before, and I know her to be a very confident and capable speaker with good technical knowledge to share. But that then puts a lot of pressure on the woman, knowingly being invited to speak after an all-male speaker list has already been announced, making her a “token” to diversity; and that isn’t a good thing either.

While I can help make suggestions and recommendations on how to address some of the problems for next year, or put the organisers in touch with those even better able to help out than me; I sadly cannot be a part of the conference this year.

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27 Responses to Withdrawal from Speaking at PHPCE 2019

  1. Maxim says:

    I hope you die this year so that the next conference takes place

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  2. Mark Baker says:

    In the interest of balance, I’m approving a few of the comments that I’ve received from both sides of the debate

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    • Ursula Clarke says:

      It’s very evident that those not willing to show their true names have nothing of worth to say. They are not offering much of a debate, just ridicule. I’m sorry you’ve had to put up with that. It will stand to you as a speaker that you are not like them!

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      • Mark Baker says:

        Don’t worry too much about my putting up with the abuse, I’m old and thick-skinned enough to ignore it; I only approved a few of the comments just to give anybody reading the post that doesn’t realise it an idea of just how fragile the male ego can really be

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  3. Bin Dick Eric says:

    Nothin to fuck there. Not worth going there.
    Might as well write some bullshit in hope of getting laid elsewhere.
    Perfectly reasonable response, makes sense.

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  4. Badaboo says:

    Most of those 32 are transginger anyway.

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  5. Val says:

    Thank you for standing up for your ideals.

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  6. jasambgJa says:

    Meritocracy is more important than parities. The lack of women among the speakers does not mean that the conference is worse. On the contrary, forcing women where they don’t want is unacceptable.
    Think about yourself because your actions are discrimination against women. You prefer a woman with inferior knowledge to be a speaker instead of a man.

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  7. Get fucked says:

    You moron. You’ve ruined the chances for so many people to get together, share ideas, and learn something because of your stupid bigoted meatspace politics. You and every other puerile dumbass who thinks that a public event that anyone is welcome to attend is somehow tainted because of too many men being present is exactly why you’re universally despised and no one wants to deal with your bullshit. You can’t cancel your way to success, people are just going to say “fuck you, you utter faggot” and just have a invite-only event you can’t cancel. You’re a fucking bigot and a piece of shit, go suck a gun.

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  8. kek says:

    so you’re basically a faggot sjw.
    the admissions were open for anyone.

    if i were a female, i’d be ashamed to be accepted as a speaker just because of my vagina a a token of cancerous diversity.

    organize your own fonferences with 100% females and non white people. that’ll show the patriarchy.

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  9. Ursula Clarke says:

    Well done on speaking out on this. It seems to be a thing in the PHP community and on northern continental Europe, as I’ve had altercations with two other conferences about it: https://twitter.com/phpbenelux/status/943815341804699648
    Luckily, in the case of Gears Gent, they understood the problem and encouraged us to apply next year: https://twitter.com/gearsghent/status/1145916284497989632 but it seems that they then cancelled the conference due to lack of interest. This is actually strange because it was packed the year before. Diversity matters!
    We 100% need more men to stand up and repeat what you are saying. Thank you so much for doing that!

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  10. Kuba says:

    Please clarify on this statement because I am not sure if I follow corrctly:

    “But that then puts a lot of pressure on the woman, knowingly being invited to speak after an all-male speaker list has already been announced, making her a “token” to diversity; and that isn’t a good thing either.”

    So if for this single woman it would feel that she is only a “token”, what makes it that when conference organizers would reach out specifically to people of female gender (during cfp) – that wouldn”t make them think like “hey, I am not being invited because of my achievements, those folks just want to patch their agenda with some diversity”.

    Wouldn’t that make the situation even worse?

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    • djeser says:

      the issue with adding said woman as a speaker is that she would not only be the only female speaker, but that she would have been added after the initial announcement. even without any other context, that comes off as a last-minute attempt to patch up a problem that exists on a deeper systemic level.

      the difference between adding a woman to a conference schedule after announcement and reaching out to women for proposals is a difference both of number (more women giving talks means less individual attention on each woman, and less potential harassment) and of planning and intent. reaching out to women in specific shows a willingness to include other voices. it demonstrates that the organizers are actively interested in hearing from women.

      in this case, the conference organizers didn’t seem particularly interested in reaching out to women until some of the speakers brought it up as a problem. i don’t think this is due to any sort of active malice on the organizers’ part; it’s a sort of oversight that can easily happen without any malicious intent. but at the same time, it’s not something that can be corrected by giving a single woman a talk at the conference.

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  11. Just adding a like here! Perfectly written, thanks

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